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Yes guys, i do make promises-
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HALF-LIFE!!! 😭💗
Wanted to celebrate with this thingy i made, i fricking love this i find it very comforting even if i did it lol

Now, for a very long and dramatic speech, directly to freeman himself 🥺
When expressing my love to someone, even if it doesn't exist, i go all the way.
So! Let's roll in ig---

Dear Dr. Freeman
It's the 24th special day of yours! I am so proud of you that you're still up on your feet, even with what you had and have to go through. Wow... So much hell you've been through... From the Resonance Cascade, to the invasion of the Combine... You do suffer, but you fight. You have a very strong soul, though i know you are indeed depressed and broken inside. You just gonna do it all to survive. Though slowly, you got more and more crazy within all of these events. Running and jumping without even a second to rest. There's no time. There's too much dangers around and you gotta stay awake and prepared to fight another creature or thing. Not only that, some of these creatures and things are maybe even some of your friends, that you had to kill to protect yourself. You're not a blood born killer and it's all for self defense. Your mentality has slowly became more and more unstable. You didn't want to kill anyone, but you had to. Which is incredibly depressing...i am afraid your mind is never going to recover from all of this trauma... I know how you feel, i can see everything. You are indeed extremely exhausted. You just want a break... A long one for sure. A break for you to try to recover from everything, to recollect yourself. To take your soul's puzzle pieces and slowly putting them together one by one as time goes by... I know you cannot handle this anymore, i wanna be there for you to make sure you're okay. I want to be your rock to lean on, i want to be your human shield when needed. I want to protect you. I want to heal you.

(More in the comments! I cannot finish it here!)
Yes guys, i do make promises-
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HALF-LIFE!!! 😭💗
Wanted to celebrate with this thingy i made, i fricking love this i find it very comforting even if i did it lol

Now, for a very long and dramatic speech, directly to freeman himself 🥺
When expressing my love to someone, even if it doesn't exist, i go all the way.
So! Let's roll in ig---

Dear Dr. Freeman
It's the 24th special day of yours! I am so proud of you that you're still up on your feet, even with what you had and have to go through. Wow... So much hell you've been through... From the Resonance Cascade, to the invasion of the Combine... You do suffer, but you fight. You have a very strong soul, though i know you are indeed depressed and broken inside. You just gonna do it all to survive. Though slowly, you got more and more crazy within all of these events. Running and jumping without even a second to rest. There's no time. There's too much dangers around and you gotta stay awake and prepared to fight another creature or thing. Not only that, some of these creatures and things are maybe even some of your friends, that you had to kill to protect yourself. You're not a blood born killer and it's all for self defense. Your mentality has slowly became more and more unstable. You didn't want to kill anyone, but you had to. Which is incredibly depressing...i am afraid your mind is never going to recover from all of this trauma... I know how you feel, i can see everything. You are indeed extremely exhausted. You just want a break... A long one for sure. A break for you to try to recover from everything, to recollect yourself. To take your soul's puzzle pieces and slowly putting them together one by one as time goes by... I know you cannot handle this anymore, i wanna be there for you to make sure you're okay. I want to be your rock to lean on, i want to be your human shield when needed. I want to protect you. I want to heal you.

(More in the comments! I cannot finish it here!)

Yes guys, i do make promises- Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HALF-LIFE!!! 😭💗 Wanted to celebrate with this thingy i made, i fricking love this i find it very comforting even if i did it lol Now, for a very long and dramatic speech, directly to freeman himself 🥺 When expressing my love to someone, even if it doesn't exist, i go all the way. So! Let's roll in ig--- Dear Dr. Freeman It's the 24th special day of yours! I am so proud of you that you're still up on your feet, even with what you had and have to go through. Wow... So much hell you've been through... From the Resonance Cascade, to the invasion of the Combine... You do suffer, but you fight. You have a very strong soul, though i know you are indeed depressed and broken inside. You just gonna do it all to survive. Though slowly, you got more and more crazy within all of these events. Running and jumping without even a second to rest. There's no time. There's too much dangers around and you gotta stay awake and prepared to fight another creature or thing. Not only that, some of these creatures and things are maybe even some of your friends, that you had to kill to protect yourself. You're not a blood born killer and it's all for self defense. Your mentality has slowly became more and more unstable. You didn't want to kill anyone, but you had to. Which is incredibly depressing...i am afraid your mind is never going to recover from all of this trauma... I know how you feel, i can see everything. You are indeed extremely exhausted. You just want a break... A long one for sure. A break for you to try to recover from everything, to recollect yourself. To take your soul's puzzle pieces and slowly putting them together one by one as time goes by... I know you cannot handle this anymore, i wanna be there for you to make sure you're okay. I want to be your rock to lean on, i want to be your human shield when needed. I want to protect you. I want to heal you. (More in the comments! I cannot finish it here!)

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✩ EliyλTheEli but in LambdaGen ✩

I want to see the freeman i knew before, before the chaos that entered into your life... You're just a theoretical physicist, you did nothing wrong to anybody. You do not deserve all of this!! I wanna be there for you. You'll be able to come to me for any of your needs. Anything. And i mean absolutely anything. You're dear to my heart and i don't want you to fade away from existence. I relate to you and your situations in some way. Honestly as i talk about this, i currently live in a resonance cascade of my own, but i don't wanna get much into detail. Overall, all i want is to be the one to care for you, to make you feel loved, because for me you deserve the entire world. I will do my absolute best to make you happy again, because if you're unhappy, then I'm unhappy. I just wanna see you smile again... You don't deserve this shit you just don't!.. *sigh* ... Anyways, I'm so so proud of you. You are indeed a hero. A hero that deserves a break for his mind and soul. Now because it's your special day, it could be an opportunity for you to settle down and to finally put your head down to rest. So please, take off your hazard suit, put on your comfy clothes, let's celebrate your special day together, i even made you a little cupcake! with a candle of course! That's an only one day of the year that is meant just for you. And for me, your day, your existence is a blessing for me. Now... All i want you to do now, is to make a wish, blow the candle, and take your needed rest. I'll be here for anything you need, you will never annoy me with too much requests. I even started learning sign language for you. I currently take my online lessons, and i am doing it all just for you. Everything for the someone that's most important to me. I will keep you safe. No one will hurt you right now. all left for you to do, is to close your eyes, take a deep breath, calm yourself, and sleep. I'll be watching over you. That's why I'm here. Happy Birthday, My One Free Man 🧡

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God I wish I was her

✩ EliyλTheEli but in LambdaGen ✩

it's exhausting being her/me, trust me

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Swap places with me

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