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💗~ | Eliya/Eli ʚɞ 16 ʚɞ She/They • Your Local Freeman Defender <3 • I'm posting some stuff here i guess- enjoy your stay here! • #JusticeForFreeman | ~💗

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I should not talk with my mom abt freeman anymore, everything i tell her about him she has to make fun of him or insult him about his personality or look and go "boo hoo" on the worst things he's going through rn, just because he's a character doesn't mean he has no feelings. It doesn't mean that's the way he should be treated as. Not only by her, by everyone. =( Edit: This one flopped and it makes me upset since it's pretty important ="(

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stahp3

I have a couple of suggestions- 1.Y'all should add an option to also add animated profile pics! Like it's rlly cool 2. backgrounds!! You will be able to select some available ones or to import your own image or gif you may want, will be on only the profile, not the entire site 3. The banner could have an option for an animated image too (Yeah i am full on with the personal profile customization lol)

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Yes guys, i do make promises-
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HALF-LIFE!!! 😭💗
Wanted to celebrate with this thingy i made, i fricking love this i find it very comforting even if i did it lol

Now, for a very long and dramatic speech, directly to freeman himself 🥺
When expressing my love to someone, even if it doesn't exist, i go all the way.
So! Let's roll in ig---

Dear Dr. Freeman
It's the 24th special day of yours! I am so proud of you that you're still up on your feet, even with what you had and have to go through. Wow... So much hell you've been through... From the Resonance Cascade, to the invasion of the Combine... You do suffer, but you fight. You have a very strong soul, though i know you are indeed depressed and broken inside. You just gonna do it all to survive. Though slowly, you got more and more crazy within all of these events. Running and jumping without even a second to rest. There's no time. There's too much dangers around and you gotta stay awake and prepared to fight another creature or thing. Not only that, some of these creatures and things are maybe even some of your friends, that you had to kill to protect yourself. You're not a blood born killer and it's all for self defense. Your mentality has slowly became more and more unstable. You didn't want to kill anyone, but you had to. Which is incredibly depressing...i am afraid your mind is never going to recover from all of this trauma... I know how you feel, i can see everything. You are indeed extremely exhausted. You just want a break... A long one for sure. A break for you to try to recover from everything, to recollect yourself. To take your soul's puzzle pieces and slowly putting them together one by one as time goes by... I know you cannot handle this anymore, i wanna be there for you to make sure you're okay. I want to be your rock to lean on, i want to be your human shield when needed. I want to protect you. I want to heal you.

(More in the comments! I cannot finish it here!)
Yes guys, i do make promises-
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HALF-LIFE!!! 😭💗
Wanted to celebrate with this thingy i made, i fricking love this i find it very comforting even if i did it lol

Now, for a very long and dramatic speech, directly to freeman himself 🥺
When expressing my love to someone, even if it doesn't exist, i go all the way.
So! Let's roll in ig---

Dear Dr. Freeman
It's the 24th special day of yours! I am so proud of you that you're still up on your feet, even with what you had and have to go through. Wow... So much hell you've been through... From the Resonance Cascade, to the invasion of the Combine... You do suffer, but you fight. You have a very strong soul, though i know you are indeed depressed and broken inside. You just gonna do it all to survive. Though slowly, you got more and more crazy within all of these events. Running and jumping without even a second to rest. There's no time. There's too much dangers around and you gotta stay awake and prepared to fight another creature or thing. Not only that, some of these creatures and things are maybe even some of your friends, that you had to kill to protect yourself. You're not a blood born killer and it's all for self defense. Your mentality has slowly became more and more unstable. You didn't want to kill anyone, but you had to. Which is incredibly depressing...i am afraid your mind is never going to recover from all of this trauma... I know how you feel, i can see everything. You are indeed extremely exhausted. You just want a break... A long one for sure. A break for you to try to recover from everything, to recollect yourself. To take your soul's puzzle pieces and slowly putting them together one by one as time goes by... I know you cannot handle this anymore, i wanna be there for you to make sure you're okay. I want to be your rock to lean on, i want to be your human shield when needed. I want to protect you. I want to heal you.

(More in the comments! I cannot finish it here!)

Yes guys, i do make promises- Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HALF-LIFE!!! 😭💗 Wanted to celebrate with this thingy i made, i fricking love this i find it very comforting even if i did it lol Now, for a very long and dramatic speech, directly to freeman himself 🥺 When expressing my love to someone, even if it doesn't exist, i go all the way. So! Let's roll in ig--- Dear Dr. Freeman It's the 24th special day of yours! I am so proud of you that you're still up on your feet, even with what you had and h…

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barneysmile5
Kay y'all as i promised, i remade my last SFM render!
I had to photoshop the rose models separately since i had a hard time putting them around the character in SFM sooo yeah, also got her hair a redesign!

Yes i am satisfied =D

Also i think it's HL1's 24th anniversary sooo LET'S GOO!!! (November 19th right? I hope-)
I will make another SFM to celebrate sooo yes! =DDD
Kay y'all as i promised, i remade my last SFM render!
I had to photoshop the rose models separately since i had a hard time putting them around the character in SFM sooo yeah, also got her hair a redesign!

Yes i am satisfied =D

Also i think it's HL1's 24th anniversary sooo LET'S GOO!!! (November 19th right? I hope-)
I will make another SFM to celebrate sooo yes! =DDD

Kay y'all as i promised, i remade my last SFM render! I had to photoshop the rose models separately since i had a hard time putting them around the character in SFM sooo yeah, also got her hair a redesign! Yes i am satisfied =D Also i think it's HL1's 24th anniversary sooo LET'S GOO!!! (November 19th right? I hope-) I will make another SFM to celebrate sooo yes! =DDD

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